This drawing was made possible by a fit of gender dysphoria I had earlier today.
Dysphoria: (n) An emotional state characterized by anxiety, depression, or unease.
Some days are better than others when it comes to my gender identity... but today isn't one of those days. Deep inside my mind is a massive war as if one is trying to win but in the end, white flags are waved on both sides. However, no compromise is ever made. It'll be calm for a long while & then it'll happen again. When this happens, I feel trapped & question "who the fuck am I?". I identify myself as bigender but it's days like today when I don't know who I am anymore.
All I can really say is I thank those who are close to me for putting up with me when I am like this, most notably my wonderful boyfriend. He doesn't understand too much about it but he tries so hard to understand & be there which is enough.