::Who I used to be::

This is very small and sloppy but it'll be put into scraps when November comes out. Just wanted to show you guys what makeup and stuff I did when I was between the ages of 14 to now occassionally - as a matter of fact, my makeup is like that now. Wish my hair was back to black-blue. ;-;

It was a near daily thing for me in high school. Heavily influenced by Robert Smith and Dani Filth at the time, I was still trying to find out who I was but keep in mind, I never considered myself to be part of a stereotype at all. Want to know why? Because I knew at a young age that no matter how I dress or how different I acted, I would never fit in. It definitely wasn't a physical cry for attention either. It was how I was at the time.

I won't ever say it was a "phase" because that side is still a part of me. Everybody has told me that everything I've ever done was just a "phase" when in reality, it really is who I am. Growing up though, I have to bury a few aspects in order to have a future in this so called "society". I still have my days where I'm back to square one. I'm me... nothing more or less.

Sorry for the rant. Just felt like ranting I guess. P.S. No, Brandon isn't naked.